Hannah :)

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 19:50:35 GMT

when we met ~~i think~~ i heard the angels whisper;;
**your whole life is about to change**

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 20:12:59 GMT

i really need to go back on my medicine.
so else i'm going to push him away just like i do everyone else.

i do such a good job at ruining things.

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 20:26:55 GMT

are you lying to me?

ex girlfriends are a PAIN!!!

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 22:31:29 GMT

i'm falling in like with him <33

i saw it. i always see it.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:31:54 GMT

patrick left.
the first time i've cried in a long time.
it felt good but it hurts still so bad.

buuut i did have a date on saturday.
&& he was yummy looking // tasting.
very opinionate and goal orientated.
my complete opposite
baaaaaaaah

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:06:49 GMT

my tummy is very swollen && unattractive.
coffee makes me manic, it's about the only time i feel like that lately so i cherish it.
i am very much alone.

why can't i love you ever be enough??

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 17:26:12 GMT

if i was an indian my name would be
always getting over someone

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 23:17:24 GMT

i don't know if i wanted you or just the thought of you.
my brain is telling me the thought
my heart is teling me just you.

i am going to go hurt.

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 19:59:28 GMT

i feel like i have so much to say but ~~it feels like~~ i'm in a dream where i open my mouth and nothing comes out.

is it even worth it?

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 21:39:43 GMT

it's like the more i actually look for a relationship..
the farther it gets from me.

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 23:02:24 GMT

i've had too much sugar + coffee today.
i feel like i'm tweaking.

so nervous && anxious..
about christmas
work
patrick
money
second job
friends (what wait friends?)
presents
aaaah.

a little too late.

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 00:38:45 GMT

i'm sorry you didn't realize what you had when you had me
but it's too late, i can't travel down that road again
my heart has healed and i won't let you rip the seams apart any longer.

i'm trying something new with someone new
who knows if it will last and who knows for how long
but it's worth any shot i can give it.

so please darlin just leave me be.
leave my aching heart to rest in piece.

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 22:46:26 GMT

i'm scared to speak anything about you because it usually means you will leave.
but i'm starting to like you. a lot. more than just sex. ;x

ps; i'm so hungry.

just a start;

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 16:43:17 GMT

i want to love
with everything i have in me.
i want a reason to wake up
and have someone miss me when i leave.

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 00:43:39 GMT

drink chlorofoam

..because of you

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 16:51:35 GMT

i may not have the slightest clue what i am doing
but at least my sun is shining

nothing ever changes.

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:29:31 GMT

when am i going to stop letting boys run my moods & ruin my emotions?
when am i going to take charge?
when the fuck am i going to learn?

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 21:59:41 GMT

stop bitching about the guys in your life..

//at least you have someone

take a chance on love. take a chance on me.

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 23:25:34 GMT

you have no idea what you are doing to me.

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 17:02:20 GMT

"you cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore"

you were my ocean.
and now i'm just drowning.

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 23:41:28 GMT

you make me sick

love me?

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 21:52:26 GMT

i'm in love with being in love

Fri, 25 May 2007 23:42:14 GMT

i miss you.
i miss the oregon rain.
i want to go ~~home~~.

a brand new day

Fri, 18 May 2007 19:19:11 GMT

my journal is now empty
no more high school bullshit entries.

i need to redo my background..
help?

it seems i have forgotten how to breathe

Thu, 28 Nov 2002 05:51:14 GMT

It's so cold here without you.
My body shivers and my hands turn
blue. So instead I'll sink down
into the sheets and wrap this
blanket around me until the sun
dries my tears and I fall asleep
to the whisper of your name.

I don't want to see this world.
With all it's greed and pain.
I long for you to lay ontop of me
and hide my eyes. Shield my body
from destruction of itself.